I love you

I love you. Strong words I know, but I have no doubt that I do love you with all my heart. How can I explain it? How an I contain it? Right now, all we have is love. I hate the fact that I ask myself daily if I should be with you or do what my parents want me to do. Why do I have to choose? I want to be with you. I don't regret anything we've lived together. I instantly fell in love with you when we started talking. Everything happened so fast and I gave you everything. I trusted you. I never doubted of you. I gave you my heart, gave you the chance to destroy me completely but instead, you loved me back and brought a smile to my face. That's how I know that you are the one. You are the reason my past relationships never worked out. You are the reason i didn't know what true love was. You are the reason because everything led to you. It led to you so i can have a relationship with you and learn how to love and care for someone outside of my family. And after more than a year, you are like family to me and someday we will make official and live together. Our future is waiting for us, let's face it together. I love you.

Forget you

I've come to the conclusion that it would be impossible to ever forget you. No matter where I am or what I do, you're always on my mind. I sometimes wish I didn't love you as much as I do, so your absence wouldn't hurt so much, but then I remember how beautiful everything has been and realize that this love is worth it. It's such a beautiful day outside. I wish I could be with you walking around downtown like we used to. It hurts to know that you're so close but so far away at the same time.

So when the stars come out at night, 
And we're watching the same sky,
You can tell there's no surprise, 
I won't forget you.
It's like you fell from outer space,
And you can bet your pretty face,
You will never be replaced,
I won't forget you.

It's just a matter of time,
You know what's mine is yours,
I've put it all on the line.
And every day I say I love you more
than I did before and I don't think it's a lie.

This is our bedtime story
That we're gonna tell our kids,
And I'll watch you fall asleep, 
While holdin' all three, but until then,
I won't forget you.

Forget you-Cady Groves

PROM

Today was supposed to be a special day. A day we would both remember for the rest of our lives. A day we would look back at when we get older and talk about it with everyone, but instead, i'm here, sitting on my bed, thinking about what could-of had been and what is not. We made a mistake. A five-second decision that ruined our whole relationship. I'm tired of pretending everything is fine. Nothing is fine.I don't want to be here. I don't want to be sitting on my bed writing on my secret blog. I want to be with him, eating at a fancy restaurant, dressed our best. I want him to tell me how beautiful I look as we dance the night away. I don't care if it is in the school's cafeteria, I don't care if I don't talk to most of the people there. All I care about is him. I want to be with him. This was supposed to be the ultimate high school experience and I wanted to share it with him... As I type this, tears hit the keyboard, and my heart breaks a little with every word. I want to go back in time to the moment we made that decision. I want everything to be the way they should be. I want to be all dressed up next to him. I want to be at prom.