PROM

Today was supposed to be a special day. A day we would both remember for the rest of our lives. A day we would look back at when we get older and talk about it with everyone, but instead, i'm here, sitting on my bed, thinking about what could-of had been and what is not. We made a mistake. A five-second decision that ruined our whole relationship. I'm tired of pretending everything is fine. Nothing is fine.I don't want to be here. I don't want to be sitting on my bed writing on my secret blog. I want to be with him, eating at a fancy restaurant, dressed our best. I want him to tell me how beautiful I look as we dance the night away. I don't care if it is in the school's cafeteria, I don't care if I don't talk to most of the people there. All I care about is him. I want to be with him. This was supposed to be the ultimate high school experience and I wanted to share it with him... As I type this, tears hit the keyboard, and my heart breaks a little with every word. I want to go back in time to the moment we made that decision. I want everything to be the way they should be. I want to be all dressed up next to him. I want to be at prom.